why nasasie is alone today...

I didn't want to write anything while she still was here (my mom reads my lj occasionally see)

but my mother is really sick.. non no.
really sick sick

she's going to the hospital to get her kidney blocked out
and staying the night..

she went at like 07:45, it being 08:04 now.
and she's coming home tomorrow night/evening
this is the first time I'm going to be alone for so much time.. without a babysitter
yea, this 21 year old is that lame ladies and gents! 'Nasasie, take a bow!' Nasasie: ::bows::

sooo.. I'm gonna be even more lonely than usual folks.. hang in there with me!

I'm really worried about her tho, she's not getting any younger you know ::stfu::
and she is more worried about me, wants to come back the very same day, 'no way' said I 'I don't want you half awake and groggy from the anaesthetic just to *be* here with me, you're no use to me like that'

and it will be good training for me..

gotta take care of the cats n' stuff, my self and stuff, the living room has DP Burn on rerun

yea.. this will be alright.. I think

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what?! no! not thunder!!!!

if I have to shut of my computer I cant stand it!


meeeep!

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god I hate the cats, why do they always have to vomit all over

::GROOSSS!!!!!:::



eeewewewewewewew!!


wha

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the worst part is that I don't know *how* to remove it!

I put loads of toilet paper on it.. I am so sickened by it.. the thought of actually having to TOUCH it, even trough all that paper.. and then the smell..

there's even liquid, its like a 'hairball combination gagged-on-food' spew

ew


(okay, so maybe this is the time I tell you all about my vomit phobia.. its not something I'm imagining myself, its real.. oh so real... wha

I am tempted to just leave it there, and have mom sort it out tomorrow.. but


gods, I can't do that


wha wha wha!

god I am so HELPLESS! >_< grr%"!%$£
I cant even sort out some catpuke myself, wha

no, I don't need any ::huggles hony:: replies to this!

I need,

I need. you. to. tell. me. what. to. DO.


..now

after mucho upsyking and headlesschicken wondering about:

okay, I'm going in


anybofy have a nose-klyb?

after this, I'm taking a shower and gong to the mini-mall to indulge myself since the mony came inn

if I may have your attention (not like i had it before :p)

I


Fucking



DID IT!

this!

is a VICTORY! for me! YESH!

as for nose-pinch, I used one of moms old hair-pins, hope she doesn't mind ;)
this song is just fuckingupedlolweirdwhathe?!
now its my victory-dance song, i need the text, because first I hated it, but now its fave
I'm going to say 'fucking' to much now O.o

now I'm of tho shower and then go to the mall, I think I fucking deserve it!

^_____^

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didn't use that long time did I?

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I am done showering
and will now but on clotes and go shopping (whee im naked)

altho, then is when I step in bittelitte puke I didnt see before x_x


yes.. bye for now

and before you all ask YES I TAKEN MY PILL!! Why You all Lookin' at Me Like That??!!

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I'm back!

hehe
bought lotsa stuffs.. well not *alot* but some

getting my period.. in the postoffice... that wasn't fun
but I overcome it! bwhahaha!!!

was practically dripping away from clothes I was wearing tho,
have them hung up so they can dry, yes they where really *that* wet
then I got a call from mom (almost right after I came home, the operation was a huge success
currently strolling about the place half naked, why not? I'm alone! XD


meh, shall put on something tho. soon.. real soon ::giggle::

I now have wonky avantgarde 20 seconds hairdo, its *fab*
to bad noone's here to see it /O_O\

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its so weird

I expect her to come trought the door anysecond - been like that all day.. so weird

my body goes, 'keep it down, or mom will yell at you'

strange..

and yes, I have been rather LOUD today, but 'meh' to that..
seriously, I havent, and I do not intend to either, be noyze after 23.


in you face complaining neigbours!