you (plural) don't care, because you don't. Don't try to say that you do, because you DON'T

what the fuck gives you the right to toy with my emotions like that?
don't cancell the fucking thing because I disagree with you on some fuckign thing that YOURE so fucking anal about.

atleast give people time to second me you bitch






no, that's right.. the guy proposed AFTER me is already in voting.. what is about me that makes me incapale of doing ANYthing right?


damhn you asshole you broke my hart


I had hoped (oh FUCJ me for having an idiotic HOPE) that maybe, just MAYBE I could amount to somethimg here, just MAYBE I, *I* could be voted for something
do something, and people would just say' ye, you did a good job, so we're going to make you an automod, cool huh?

it's not as if i'd had missused my automod powers or anything.. but I guess now we'll never know..

oh what? thats right, the FIRST time I didn't even know about it, the second time it was just cancelled, THATS when I saw, just axidentally stumbled over it, omifucking gawd I was surprised to see my name, and 'rejecte'd next to it
and then some others and then my name and 'cancelled' .

I didn't know what to feel, I mean, being proposed and then rejected without even knowing it? and then used as a test bunny wtf huh?


and then some days later I get a 'voting starterd please contribute' email, and right next to it a 'voting cancelled'
must have been a mistake, yea. like me

now it againin, gUERSS WHo WAS MY FUCLKING "1th SECONER?!?!" huhuhu! Rob, thats right, rob, the GuY WHo fucing MADE the fucking site

but noone else came, and PRAEst76 who was before me and donredman who was after me who are BOTH with 1th and 2nd seconders will get automod status.. whats wrong with ME?

I just want to know.. why me...


it wouldn't have been so bad if I was rejected just once, theres nother name on the rejected list, sure.. but even when the FUCKING election actually got to votes, I lost 2 to 5

everyone else had a ratio of 8 to 1 or less

its because I actualy care and then I am so stupid and get so worked up over this, and cry, why do you fuckign cry bitch, its astupid website and it souldnt matter if you are an automod or not
does it make it harder to edit the place if your'e not an automod, no
does it take away any of the joy with this shit? oh yes

it would have been better if you haddnt proposedme at all

thanks for nothing.




its not like posting here will do anything, because you lot have absolutely NO IDEA WHAT IM FUCKING BLABBERING ABOUT
I tried introducing you to this wonderfull all-consuming magical site, and you just tip your noses and go back to your LIVES (because you actually HAVE some)

not even my fucking sickly dying mother reads this HAHAHA!!

sometimes I wonder why i bother.. but I keep going back and back and back and.. they don't deserve what I've done for them, don't they see? having a person like me in charge could really be all consuming for them? I wil reshape their website until it workes perfectly!!!!!

yea right. all I wanted was to win, is it so hard for the powers that be to let carita win? give the man a bone, eh?

guess not, well fucky you

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...and then I go right back to editing that place again..
what is wrong with me????




don't they understand that I wouldn't do anyting against them and I even curb my own wishes because I BELIVE IN THE IDEA™ ?????

they re actulaly ungratefull, but I would never say, because that is jsut stupid

I wish I was a man, I wouldn't be so fucing emotional then




..plus I'd look cute in a two-piece suit

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aslo tomorrow mother is GO(ING TO THE HOSPITAL

do you hear that ingrates!! (and no i'm not talking to people on my f-list, I *know* you actually care about that; this is a general outcry to the world)

people at the skolekontor can go get stuck in the mud I hate your guts, bewause someday I'l lget your asses and I'll fuckign kill your dog or somethign.. not really but something fuxored and hellfull
but intricate and intelligent and dazzlingly brilliant so you cant get me and just sit in the back where the dust settles and go '..eh... wow' after I'm gone

I'm going to vakume and tackle catvomit and junk in kitchen and going out and buing junk we need and get my period and SHIT that you all think I couldn't even handle and i'm going to do it all on my own. thats right


btw screw you tma, you are no longer on my 'cool people list', just so you donot know