bloodstone is not a pretty name, but a pretty rock, nontheless

bought a jewel today, its an hemetite according to ciaan
its shiny liquid metal black

at first I didn't like it, see I always like pretty pastel colours with see through and silver sparkle..
but.. its grown on me
so grown on me..

see, yesterday, before I had learned of The News™ I had avtaled with my friend elive to come back in the taxi car with us, so we could go to the mini mall together
was rather spastic to put it nicely, but nice
we go past this lady with the freaky accent and she has PURDY ROCKS (OMG WTF I WANT)
but I thought better of it than to buy something.. (had bought candy fur sums up to 300;-kr after all)

but I decided to tell mom about it and so to go the next day
(she was only going to be there, for like this day and the next)

today, we looked muchly at the stones, there where all kinds, aquamarines, hematites, turquoise, bergkrystall, amber, blue black shiny opal beauty
I was looking for something.. symbolic

hemetites are for strength said the lady, and thus.. it has worked its way into my hart
I first bought a (although pretty) aquamarine earhang..
I regret it now, really, its pretty.. oh so daringly pretty.. but.. it represents everything about the me I serially want to distance myself from right now, somwaht

it is pretty, transparent, pastel. ...girly
the hemetite is dark, serious, strong, alien, scary, mature
see the pattern here?

there was a rock that called for mom, so she bought it to (along with the earring thing she bough before along with my aquamarine)
had to go back for money, and that's when I found out I had to get something special..
its going to be around my neck, until.. its going to be there.. a longtime, its permanent, notgonnatakeitoff


..ever

shh.. amikatten..shhhh.

worship my obvious talent

or you know.. tell me what I can do to make it *better*


;)

uhgn

woke up at 17:30

I think I'm gonna go to bed in a couple of hours.. gee-wiz
I feel crock