Gratious new years evew post ::Mock! snarls::

things I should do (but I (and you) know I'm not gonna )

- tell mom that I-might-be-gay-but-I-don't-really-know
- tell the mom that I am not her little *girl* after all..
- stop procrastinating
- lurn to dagarn spel!! (this is worsening, not improving, I seem to have picked up dyslexia on my way)
- stop begging people to comment in my live journal I am reduced to snarling
- stop being such an overly obsessive overal attention seeker
- loose weight not as much as I want to, but yes
- be happy about the way I look I am not anymore, because of course I had to make a *new* problem... ë_ë
- dare to get a tattoo SCORE!!!
- have a original, kickass style. whoo! I'm actually beginning to accomplish this! I am accomplishing this. I am king of style
- bring music everywhere I go. I will do this mp3-player in phone anybody? I burn my own CD's. Snatch!
- convert people to the glory that is Pokémon, Zelda, Neopets, BmB, etcetra.. people don't care, why sould I?
- getting my comic famous no longer a concern.. 'famous' is a hassle, really give me a 'D', give me an 'I' give me an 'O'.. ah suck this gimme 'RAMA' what does that spell? :)
- meeting you people In Real Life death to 'netspeak'
- move out and have a the own apartment
- stop staying up to 5:00 AM
- ...and waking up at 17:00.. PM
- become a palaeontolog.. I WILL DO THIS!!
- get people to draw me my characters (please?)
- be more organised slightly
- stop being depressed I fear this is becoming worse.
- stop hurting moms feelings ;-(
- grow my hair until its like 40 inches long (I try but it is hard)
- draw really good I belive my current talent is good, and can only get better.
- be loved leik a MAIN .. (o.O what?)
- pay money to all those shareware do-hickeys that I previously have cracked meh..
- never grow grow up (smile) this is not a concern, I am 23 years old and I play Pokémon, I *am* never going to grow up. you can stop smiling now.
- not be mean to person, just because said person is new to me
- take my pills on time
- learn to write code what code? ;)
- make awesome useful-to-all games website
- colour my hair ^^
- learn to play guitar
- sing well
- learn Japanese
- learn Latin
- learn Urdu
- learn Lakota
- learn Italian
- be useful
- not be so damn shy (or cuss as much)
- create slang-words that everybody think are gompa
- ...or crapiola between me and friends, we seem to accomplish this..
- stand up for myself when picked on I belive I do this.. can't for the cat of me figure out why I put this here?
- be interesting I belive, *I am*
- meet interesting people and befriend them
- stop being so fucking obsessed with sex
- ..and slash
- ..and stuff whats wrong with a little obsession?
- make a the cool computer interface, what is the most useful thing since sliced bread.. I know how it should be.. I just don't know *how* to make it.
- have a paid lj account
- get a real web domain
- give back what I have received
- take what is rightfully mine
- stop being so cryptic
- staring at the beginning
- not having to *always* start at the beginning
- not go on Neopets when I say I have gone to eat, or sleep
- not be false
- not be conceded
- not be so anxious
- pay more attention
- stop being so self centred these are more or less the same thing

not that I've accomplised them or anything however XD
- stop putting myself down like this :p
- not spam friends lists.. tomorrow, I'll start tomorrow! its what it's for
- release that even though people didn't reply to this post, that doesn't mean that they didn't read it, or cared.., people care, get over it Nas I am starting to not care if people care or not.. notice the lack of my posts? I'm going to be lonely all my life, this no longer makes me sad (I didn't say "not bitter" I'm bloddy vinegar over here.)

[edit! I updated! at 21:38 10.02.03 ^^]
[edit! updated again 00:05 25.07.03 o.O]
[edited for the 2003/2004 whoo new OTP!new years at well it started out as the 3rd, so I guess 3/4.1.04]
[edited for the 2004/2005 as of 00:07 06.01.05] (somehow, I find this coupling not happy. it disturbs me.. odd o.O)

and now, for a change of scenery...

I really really really like love like love?

- bats, flying dogs
- snakes
- rats
- cats
- spiders
- scorpions
- whales
- wolfs, foxes
- dragons, yes I know they aren't real shutthefuckup
- music
- life


and I hate I hate I HATE

- humans
- ants
- men (except when they aren't idiotic in situations where women are idiotic)
- women (occasionally, se above)
- dogs
- myself
- dolphins (the flipper type)
- those hairless-shortlegs-deformed to look 'pretty'-artshow-cats
- new years eve

(no subject)

oh and:

- have the biggest highscore at pyramid
- have like 5 000 000 neopoints
- win the beauty/art/site/pet/petpet competition. atleast once
- make really asomly cool petpages/userlookup/petlookup I R ACCOMPLISHINGER THIS
- never get frozen :{
- fill my stamp album
- get all the avatars (no possible but :p)
- finish a the really awsomly cool rainbow gallery
- finish a the totally bogus sand-bottle gallery
- complete the omelettes and not be DUMB like last time ;(
- get a the icy-snowflake

- become an automod? (this is more a wish than resolution, tough)

- make new avatars for everything
- make more candles.. stearin is so, fun exclamationpoint!
- get a hold of Den lengste reisen
- have the wireless Internet router up and working
- have aforementioned spider space do-hickey actually work with moms new laptop
- have the Internet installation go smoothly on said laptop

[retard language defunct of 4.1.04 @ 00:26}
[strong-bad wannabee-ness as of 6.1.05 @ 00:24}

Lalalalala:

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aw.. I wanted 'oversexed'

hee

And..

- become really good at magic the gathering card game
- become really good at Pokémon card game
- win aforementioned card-games tournaments, royally
- become (physically) strong, have lotsa muscles (but still look like a proper girl, mind you)
- finish my game of Diablo
- finish my game of Legend of Zelda, Link's awakening
- ass kick all the levels in:
- Age of Empires. I & II
- Warlords 3, Darklords rising.. I've actually done this (go me! ^^) but only at the 'easy' setting ;(
- Warcraft
- Starcraft
- Rollercoaster Tycoon
- Caesar 3
- Donkey Kong 64
- play and finish at the toughest levels ^^
- Alpha Centauri
- Civilization 3

- when finished.. actually beat someone in one of these games

(no subject)

GUESS WHAT I WHENT AND DID!!!!!!!!

of course I frucked it up the first time x__x

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