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nasasie1. When people make fun of you, what do they usually pick on?
oh.. hum.. different things.. 'your stupid' 'your a girl' etc.. one someone picked on me for my ass 'big fat ass' and someone threw racist slurs at me (in norwegian)
2. What are the things they actually say?
well actually, when I think about it, they really didn't have any points to their picking, or much consistency.. really I cant remember much of it! wow! no.. it was more physical, and emotional terror, I can give you exact episodes, but not general issues
3. What's your worst personal habit?
I don't do stuff.. um.. 'procrastination' I believe it is called ;)
I'm dumb, when I am not
I self pity
I can be physically aggressive
I can be emotionally aggressive
wait.. this isn't a list.. what is the singular most annoying thing that annoys me about myself?
.. that I cant seem to get things done.. 108 lj messages I haven't replied to okai?
that other people might find annoying?
properly the noise level
4. Sickest fantasy? (not necessarily sexual)
oh wow.. um.. eh.. I.. um.. I don't know, you know?
5. Is it just a fantasy, or would you grab at the opportunity?
again, if I don't know what it is I cant.. um.. well..
oh.. it says 'not necessarily sexual'.. but um.. I suppose.. anything sexual.. to do with.. um.. xenomorphs?
6. If you got famous for writing a non-fiction book, what would it be about?
oh! I know! palaeontology! either a complete systematic alphabetical list of every single one known to man, or, a work on several new finds (by me of course)
7. If you had to lose a major body part (no picking "fingers" or something else wussy) what would you choose?
um.. extra flabby fat on my ass? ^_~
narf. boobins, them boobins
8. How much would someone have to pay you to chop off that body part?
heh.. ::giggle:: pay? someone pay? pay me?
::Laugh::
9. If you were going to get animal parts genetically implanted/grown into your body, what would they be?
tail, wonky skin colour, loooooong hair, claws/horns/teeeeth, wings.. in that order
10. Pick a superpower you would like to have:
fire, earth, flying, telewhatever, regeneration, healing (others) could underwater, not just the gills/lungs, but the whole deep dive/warmth/darkness thing solved to, I wanna see the depths baby!
11. Now, pick the handicap that comes with it.
psha, what's the point of a superpower if....
12. What is the weirdest thing you enjoy?
uh.. hæ?
13. What's the nastiest thing you've ever put in your mouth?
I dunno, toenails?
14. If someone else cleaned your room for you, what's the most embarrassing thing they would find?
drawings, nekkid boysex ^_______^ (that emoticon is to content with itself ô_o) but also um.. xenomorph things, also the level of absolute crappyness regarding the quality of said drawings (this be the stuff I don't show you)
but that's meh, if you really want to embarrass me, go to my computer ^_^
15. What do you want to do with your life?
oh.. much, live it, not have al the regrets, I want to have a dream, I want to decide, I want.. to draw, I want.. to play music, to act movies, to program computer code, to show people what my world really looks like, the way it is inside my head, I want to know, stuff.. allot.. I want to learn, I want to become a palaeontologist and one day I hope to be able to spell it right to ;)
that is The One of the many dreams that I cling to and obsess over, it might not even be the biggest dream, its the one I decided over, because I don't have time to sit on the fence anylonger, everything else has to be a hobby, right now, I must focus on this thing, if I want something, I am not the kind of person that can switch halfway trough, if I do that, I will not get anything done. yes, it is a grandiose, impossible high goal, ridiculously high for someone of my ehehm.. 'position' (god I hate this)
but I must set my standard high, higher than it needs to be, it gives me hope, I am wery much aware.. that I am probably never.. going.. to.. ugh.. ::breathe:: ..... ::blink:: yes.. enough already ::waves way pesky female emotions::
16. Are you actually working towards doing it?
::smile::
the school I'm going to right now?
that adult learning place? with all the immigrants?
yes that one, the one I go to only on Mondays and Wednesdays?
that one.
this is why its so important... Yes.
oh.. hum.. different things.. 'your stupid' 'your a girl' etc.. one someone picked on me for my ass 'big fat ass' and someone threw racist slurs at me (in norwegian)
2. What are the things they actually say?
well actually, when I think about it, they really didn't have any points to their picking, or much consistency.. really I cant remember much of it! wow! no.. it was more physical, and emotional terror, I can give you exact episodes, but not general issues
3. What's your worst personal habit?
I don't do stuff.. um.. 'procrastination' I believe it is called ;)
I'm dumb, when I am not
I self pity
I can be physically aggressive
I can be emotionally aggressive
wait.. this isn't a list.. what is the singular most annoying thing that annoys me about myself?
.. that I cant seem to get things done.. 108 lj messages I haven't replied to okai?
that other people might find annoying?
properly the noise level
4. Sickest fantasy? (not necessarily sexual)
oh wow.. um.. eh.. I.. um.. I don't know, you know?
5. Is it just a fantasy, or would you grab at the opportunity?
again, if I don't know what it is I cant.. um.. well..
oh.. it says 'not necessarily sexual'.. but um.. I suppose.. anything sexual.. to do with.. um.. xenomorphs?
6. If you got famous for writing a non-fiction book, what would it be about?
oh! I know! palaeontology! either a complete systematic alphabetical list of every single one known to man, or, a work on several new finds (by me of course)
7. If you had to lose a major body part (no picking "fingers" or something else wussy) what would you choose?
um.. extra flabby fat on my ass? ^_~
narf. boobins, them boobins
8. How much would someone have to pay you to chop off that body part?
heh.. ::giggle:: pay? someone pay? pay me?
::Laugh::
9. If you were going to get animal parts genetically implanted/grown into your body, what would they be?
tail, wonky skin colour, loooooong hair, claws/horns/teeeeth, wings.. in that order
10. Pick a superpower you would like to have:
fire, earth, flying, telewhatever, regeneration, healing (others) could underwater, not just the gills/lungs, but the whole deep dive/warmth/darkness thing solved to, I wanna see the depths baby!
11. Now, pick the handicap that comes with it.
psha, what's the point of a superpower if....
12. What is the weirdest thing you enjoy?
uh.. hæ?
13. What's the nastiest thing you've ever put in your mouth?
I dunno, toenails?
14. If someone else cleaned your room for you, what's the most embarrassing thing they would find?
drawings, nekkid boysex ^_______^ (that emoticon is to content with itself ô_o) but also um.. xenomorph things, also the level of absolute crappyness regarding the quality of said drawings (this be the stuff I don't show you)
but that's meh, if you really want to embarrass me, go to my computer ^_^
15. What do you want to do with your life?
oh.. much, live it, not have al the regrets, I want to have a dream, I want to decide, I want.. to draw, I want.. to play music, to act movies, to program computer code, to show people what my world really looks like, the way it is inside my head, I want to know, stuff.. allot.. I want to learn, I want to become a palaeontologist and one day I hope to be able to spell it right to ;)
that is The One of the many dreams that I cling to and obsess over, it might not even be the biggest dream, its the one I decided over, because I don't have time to sit on the fence anylonger, everything else has to be a hobby, right now, I must focus on this thing, if I want something, I am not the kind of person that can switch halfway trough, if I do that, I will not get anything done. yes, it is a grandiose, impossible high goal, ridiculously high for someone of my ehehm.. 'position' (god I hate this)
but I must set my standard high, higher than it needs to be, it gives me hope, I am wery much aware.. that I am probably never.. going.. to.. ugh.. ::breathe:: ..... ::blink:: yes.. enough already ::waves way pesky female emotions::
16. Are you actually working towards doing it?
::smile::
the school I'm going to right now?
that adult learning place? with all the immigrants?
yes that one, the one I go to only on Mondays and Wednesdays?
that one.
this is why its so important... Yes.
