nasasie | (no subject)

you know. I am starting to be embarrassed by the things I start liking.
noone knows and noone cares. I cant share them

I try linking and posting and pointing
noone ever comments or seem interested in what I am interested in.
its not like anyone tries to make an effort.
I mean I cant start forcing people to pay attention to my little obsessions, can I?

before I always could have her, her to show it and to get some sort of feedback from, is this ok? good? bad? lame?
I really don't know what to do when I don't have this.

I mean. how can I only rely on my *own* opinion about stuff to know if I like it or not.

no really that's what I am feeling

which makes no sense ofcourse (see me roll my eyes in sarcastical ways) what the brain knows to be lame doesn't stop the heart from feeling it

I AM IN LOVE WITH DETHKLOK

but I am alone.

i can't even intentionally messings my words like Toki and Skwisgaar to be funnies, because nobody gettings the joke and just thinks it me being awful spellings again.