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you know. I am starting to be embarrassed by the things I start liking.
noone knows and noone cares. I cant share them
I try linking and posting and pointing
noone ever comments or seem interested in what I am interested in.
its not like anyone tries to make an effort.
I mean I cant start forcing people to pay attention to my little obsessions, can I?
before I always could have her, her to show it and to get some sort of feedback from, is this ok? good? bad? lame?
I really don't know what to do when I don't have this.
I mean. how can I only rely on my *own* opinion about stuff to know if I like it or not.
no really that's what I am feeling
which makes no sense ofcourse (see me roll my eyes in sarcastical ways) what the brain knows to be lame doesn't stop the heart from feeling it
I AM IN LOVE WITH DETHKLOK
but I am alone.
i can't even intentionally messings my words like Toki and Skwisgaar to be funnies, because nobody gettings the joke and just thinks it me being awful spellings again.
noone knows and noone cares. I cant share them
I try linking and posting and pointing
noone ever comments or seem interested in what I am interested in.
its not like anyone tries to make an effort.
I mean I cant start forcing people to pay attention to my little obsessions, can I?
before I always could have her, her to show it and to get some sort of feedback from, is this ok? good? bad? lame?
I really don't know what to do when I don't have this.
I mean. how can I only rely on my *own* opinion about stuff to know if I like it or not.
no really that's what I am feeling
which makes no sense ofcourse (see me roll my eyes in sarcastical ways) what the brain knows to be lame doesn't stop the heart from feeling it
I AM IN LOVE WITH DETHKLOK
but I am alone.
i can't even intentionally messings my words like Toki and Skwisgaar to be funnies, because nobody gettings the joke and just thinks it me being awful spellings again.