uuuuuhhh.....

[nasasie]

Have downloaded Hedwig and the Angry Inch movie ^^

already watched the first half ;) (they come in two files, blah)


will watch the other half, after seen the movie 'The truth about Jane' 'tis a story about a lesbian girl.. etcetera...
mom taped and watched it yesterday, told her I wanted her to keep it, so I could watch....

she has to tape something right now, that'll take some 45 mins, so ill have to see the second half of it after... (half of a half of a half lol)

asked her: 'what do you think of it?', she said she thought it was boring! blah,
so I said: 'no, I mean, what do you think of what its about?'
she said...

'nice, considering its an *American* film.. I will explain about later why..'

yea.... so I'm nervous... I swear if she gets bigotish I will cream it down her troughs...

wish I throughoutly knew if I was gay though, so I could say: 'mamma, I'm gay'....
instead of; 'mamma, I think I'm gay, I'm confused, I don't know what i am...

you know....

I have some excellent points to make her chew on.

I think today is the day to day....

I will not stand for it if she goes Neanderthal on me..
just so it is said

I think I'm leaning more and more on the bisexual ....







I don't know










maybe I should make her read this......

Comments

[blonde-viki.livejournal.com]

It all sounds a bit scary - but i think i know how you feel - it was like that for me the first time with a girl. I shall keep my fingers firmly crossed for you though :-)

Its okay to be confused though, despite how irritating it must be! Don't be too quick to put yourself into one camp. I'm firmly bisexual! I think that love sees past gender or something like that. My current b/f understands me one way, my ex g/f understood me a different way - if you find someone that understands you at all - hang on to them!

x viks