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guilt trip
I feel so very very bad, the sheer guilt, of knowing it's been months since I read your live journal, weeks since i got your comment replies
and it all sits and sits and builds up to amass this great big Lump Of Things I Should Have Done™
I haven't looked at certain webcomics for weeks
I haven't played games for weeks (except for sapphire)
no drawing, no deviantarting, no randomnonsencing, no giping, no nothing
I'm just so tired, because I KNOW, next month it'll all be the same thing
and for what?
all it does is give me grief, and I can talk to solti and amikatt on AIM.. so why do I bother?
I'm just so sick of RN and everything
I have a story, with characters, its a good story, and its really pretty, but its nothing like RN has turned out to be
it really depresses me, because I don't have the talent to draw it how it should be
it flows, is alive with motion picture colours
It works in my brain
and nowhere else
bummer
and it all sits and sits and builds up to amass this great big Lump Of Things I Should Have Done™
I haven't looked at certain webcomics for weeks
I haven't played games for weeks (except for sapphire)
no drawing, no deviantarting, no randomnonsencing, no giping, no nothing
I'm just so tired, because I KNOW, next month it'll all be the same thing
and for what?
all it does is give me grief, and I can talk to solti and amikatt on AIM.. so why do I bother?
I'm just so sick of RN and everything
I have a story, with characters, its a good story, and its really pretty, but its nothing like RN has turned out to be
it really depresses me, because I don't have the talent to draw it how it should be
it flows, is alive with motion picture colours
It works in my brain
and nowhere else
bummer
no subject
but the fixed is good. very good. ^^
I so know, too too well, yesh
yarr ::snoodle::