nasasie: (live your life...)
people are dildos - music is awesome

this was, and still is, true.

I know that none of you will ever understand, and most you don't bother, it's is ok, I am not angry at you, and I honestly don't want to fight, ok maybe, maybe I wanted to start a little argument, maybe I am upset at a lot of shit that happens to me that I can't control so I try to go into the eBar and start an eFight with the eRegulars like a regular eJackoff

the only problems is that I forgot two golden rules.

a) I am no longer a regular

b) I am not like everybody else
the rules don't apply to me, they are always, much, much stricter, other people can come off with much larger doses of crap-on-a-stick and be forgiven, ignored or even hell, have others stick up for them because of camaraderie, even when they are full of crap.

that will never happen to me, I am no-ones comrade or "pal" at best I am an estranged friend or acquaintance. it's ok, OK! I do not harbour any hard feelings or ill will to anyone, but honestly if you don't care, why should I?

before anyone starts getting scared or some bullshit this is not a fucking suicide note, just simply a "goodbye"

my misspellings are hilarious, they truly are, I mean it is clearly my own fault for having a holey education for reasons that are my childhood and issues, my problems and limitations, and now a desperate battle to rectify this in my solitude, in my ineptitude. and making fun of me when I am clearly upset is very mature, it is I who should be an adult and not have an emotional outbreak. because I should take all the shit and not try to interpret anything or think I am anyone's friend. I am not anyone's friend. I don't have a friend. A *real* friend, I never, really have, and that's ok

but please. stop ridiculing me because you feel a little bit guilty for it. thank you.

I'm sorry, I know this is hilarious to you and I know I'm pathetic, but please don't make a bigger deal of this than it is. thank you.
nasasie: (Mr. T)
.. you all do realise that right now, at this moment, I am going through all my old posts for December to find old card-poll things to find your adresses / update them in my Mac OS X Adressbook thinger?

a few things. 1) OH MY GODS I WAS A RETARD WHEN I WAS 21

2: I am pathetic for doing this

3. nor am I consitant in my bullet formating

4, this however, is intentional

(5) I am, really really pathetic

6. ???

7 profit!

.. I only do that last part because i've seen others do it, i've never seen the source, only know it comes from pinky and the brain or wallace and gromit or chicken and 2stupid cows or something.


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